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Monday, March 2, 2009

A big load of nuttin'

Wasted another day away. My get up and go has got up and went. I cannot seem to find it anywhere. I spent most of the day in bed in my jammies. All three doggies in bed with me watching movies and sleeping. It was a nice way to spend a rainy day I guess.

My mind is awake and wants to get moving on making some new jewelry and un-cluttering some things. My body just will not cooperate. So I end up just wasting the day away. How do you motivate? How do you say, 'Get the fuck up and move already!' lol I used to be so good at doing that too. Lately it is as if I just do not care much anymore. What's the point.

Then there is all the drama on the net. I tend to always get caught up in it. It is my own fault as I know you cannot please everyone all the time. I figure there are those who need the drama, those who start the drama, and those that try and end the drama. It seems when I try and end the drama, I end up the 'bad guy'. My opinion on that...WHATEVER!

Toxic is as toxic does...and I do not need toxic.

I am off (3pm) to TRY and get something done. lmao
Peace out and Blessings to all!!

True friendship comes when silence between two people is comfortable. ~Dave Tyson Gentry (to my mini-me, Kat)

3 comments:

Renee said...

ahhhh it's not wasting the day away, when you feel like it, laze around. you are okay to do that .. and it's not a bad thing. that is what you always tell me, so now i am telling it to you!

Tracy said...

shhhhh, you know i never take my own advice!! lmao
loves ya darlin'!

JanC said...

Hi Tracy, hope ya don't mind me popping in for a read, i came across your blog on Renee's site.
Oh and i agree with Renee's comment...it's not a wasted day!
I used to think exactly the same, if i hadn't got up at the crack of dawn, spent all day doing something useful and constructive and fallen into bed late at night totally exhausted i would feel like i've wasted time and opportunity to get stuff done...but ya know what, it doesn't matter, that stuff will still be there when ya feel like doing it and there's no point doing it if you don't feel up to it as it won't get done properly (your heart won't be in it)...it's ok to lounge about doing nothing, listen to what your body is telling you...it's saying take it easy for a reason and i learnt that the hard way so if ya won't take ya own advice take mine!...lol...don't worry about it!